last post....CONTINUED!!!!
so one of the reasons i wanted to go to a school that was far away was to have a fresh start, i wouldn't know anyone here and figured that college would be the perfect time to have that fresh start, to be able to change anything you don't like about yourself. another reason was because the weather is sooooooooo much better here.
well now i really miss my really close friends. it will be hard without them, without being able to just call someone up and just go do something or hangout or just talk.
what i miss:
-genna and everything we did together, running, swing dancing, pacman, and everything else
-katie and going on late night frosty runs and having plans not work out, haha
-erin and all the times we just talked alot and you were my Frolic buddy.
one of the problems i have is i am socially retarded, im not good at meeting people at all. seeing one person in the hall and introducing myself is pretty easy, i can do that, but when theres groups of people involved then it starts to get more difficult for me, i dont wan to tfeel like im intruding into there group or anything. seeing that i know noone here that doesn't work out to well as i end up just walking around, which i do anyway, but thats beside the point. right now i dont really have anyone i can just call up and see if they want to go do something, and i dont want to end up calling the same person all the time because i dont want to annoy them or anything. anyway, socially this will suck alot for a little bit, but hopefully as classes start and i begin to meet more people this will get better and ill have friends then, yay!
these last two posts are probably the longest ones i've written, and probably in a shorter amount of time than most of my really short ones.
anyway, i'm off to bed, g'nite
well now i really miss my really close friends. it will be hard without them, without being able to just call someone up and just go do something or hangout or just talk.
what i miss:
-genna and everything we did together, running, swing dancing, pacman, and everything else
-katie and going on late night frosty runs and having plans not work out, haha
-erin and all the times we just talked alot and you were my Frolic buddy.
one of the problems i have is i am socially retarded, im not good at meeting people at all. seeing one person in the hall and introducing myself is pretty easy, i can do that, but when theres groups of people involved then it starts to get more difficult for me, i dont wan to tfeel like im intruding into there group or anything. seeing that i know noone here that doesn't work out to well as i end up just walking around, which i do anyway, but thats beside the point. right now i dont really have anyone i can just call up and see if they want to go do something, and i dont want to end up calling the same person all the time because i dont want to annoy them or anything. anyway, socially this will suck alot for a little bit, but hopefully as classes start and i begin to meet more people this will get better and ill have friends then, yay!
these last two posts are probably the longest ones i've written, and probably in a shorter amount of time than most of my really short ones.
anyway, i'm off to bed, g'nite
1 Comments:
JONATHAN! hello. It's definitely been a change not having you around, i'm sure everyone misses you a lot. I sure do! How was your first day? Did you meet lots of cool people? Hopefully things are getting easier now that school has started up. Don't worry too much about intruding, i'm sure a lot of people are in the same boat you are and would LOVE to add one more to their group. Sounds like you could really have some fun with those other guitar players *hint hint*. Thats something i never got to see you do lol. Maybe because i never went to your house! haha But anyways, things here are quite hectic. I'm hoping sometime within the next few weeks i get ONE day to rest up so i'm not so dead all the time. A break would be nice. Well, thats about it... i really hope you are having a WONDERFUL time in Pitt. Lova ya kiddo. *gen*
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