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the past two days have been pretty blah. today was the last day of actual school, tomorrow is the senior picnic at burgers lake and friday is optional review day and senior talent show. next week i only have my calculus and english finals. so happy chem is over. lately ive been realizing why i want to go so far away for college, to get away from my family. i seriously cant stand them anymore and ill be so happy when im by myself.

i also realize that theres alot of people im going to miss. all of the people that i have become so close to over the years, or just over the past few weeks. i really wish i wasn't so shy and had so much trouble meeting and getting close to new people, which i've been getting better at, but it seems theres just so many great people i could have become friends with or that i wish i had been friends with earlier. makes you wonder of all the things you could have missed out on.

well thats all i care to/can write understandably in my tiredness. good night