i dont need no education

school is finally over, graduation ceremonies sucked, of course. it was really hot the whole weekend and i needed to wear dress clothes. yuck. friday was robing, saturday the baccalaureate mass, and sunday the actual graduation. genna came to the graduation (sorry you had to deal with my family), and to the little party thing i had with all my family at mercado juarez afterwards. sooooo many fajitas. food + running = ugh. im still trying to get a job. have a week then i go to pittsburgh for Pitt orientation and picking my classes. then after a few days i get to go to california for a WEEK. i know, sounds exciting, right? i really really dont want to go. im going to be bored out of my mind. i really want to go out to scarborough fair sometime this weekend, it looks like alot of fun.

hmm

im bored so i decided that i should update. i cant really think of anything to write about though. too tired to write anything meaningful, not tired enough to write about paper clips... so i guess i'll just write about stuff that i have been doing, which really cant be that interesting to other people. oh well

since i've last written i've gone running almost every night, atleast had some sort of excercise every day. last friday was the tennis party at jen's house, which was fun, she has such a cool house.

saturday genna and i went to go try rollerblading at arcadia, i really wish i could still rollerblade as good as i used to be able to, or atleast remember how to stop without falling down, or using those death ramp things. after we decided we put ourselves in enough danger doing that we went and found the other part of arcadia with the playground and soccer field and everything and we kicked a soccer ball around for awhile. yea im totally out of touch on soccer too, i need to just kick a ball around more often and juggle too. then we went to go play on the playground there was some mud under the swings and a huge puddle under the tire swing. there was this little black kid there that goes "why are you all up in that mud", it was funny. we walked around a bit, almost pushed each other into this pond thing with nasty water. after i cleaned the mud off of my shoes we decided it was getting dark, and the other people there were scary, so onthe way home i decided that we needed to get sno cones. blue raspberry and coconut with gummy bears. quite delicious. and of course genna got cold eating it, even when it was so hot out. then we went over to her house. it was the first time in awhile it wasn't cloudy and you could see stars. and really really low flying planes, which is kind of scary. i'm getting yelled at to go to bed so ill make the rest short. grass tastes bad. i dont like being poked in the side because it tickles. blankets are fun to throw. and i nearly died when genna punched me, from laughing of course.

goodnight, more next time i get bored

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the past two days have been pretty blah. today was the last day of actual school, tomorrow is the senior picnic at burgers lake and friday is optional review day and senior talent show. next week i only have my calculus and english finals. so happy chem is over. lately ive been realizing why i want to go so far away for college, to get away from my family. i seriously cant stand them anymore and ill be so happy when im by myself.

i also realize that theres alot of people im going to miss. all of the people that i have become so close to over the years, or just over the past few weeks. i really wish i wasn't so shy and had so much trouble meeting and getting close to new people, which i've been getting better at, but it seems theres just so many great people i could have become friends with or that i wish i had been friends with earlier. makes you wonder of all the things you could have missed out on.

well thats all i care to/can write understandably in my tiredness. good night

and i ran, i ran so far away

lets see, some stuff has happened since prom. ive been running alot, which is good, because excercise is good... haven't had a soda in awhile either, which is good for me, but bad because i love it so. hung out with genna alot. school is almost over. chem sucks, finals are going to suck, grad ceremonies are going to be boring. but then summer! then after summer college! although i will miss all my friends once i leave.

anyway if you want more details on anything, ask. if you want me to update more, ask.

ill probably say no, but it couldn't hurt